negative + negative = positive... right?

i'm sick of the same frustrations. i'm sick of myself. kind of. i feel uninspired... but inspired by my uninspiredness. does that make sense? i'm a hypocrite because the same things that annoy me, i do. i wish i could swim in the dead sea, because i feel like the salt would kill the bad parts of me. did you know that the dead sea can sometimes cure arthritis? you also don't have to know how to swim, because the minerals make you float like wood. so cool.

i want to publicly apologize for my negativity. i wanna blame it on the winter. or maybe on the a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol.

- Sol